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Hasta la muerte


I stand on the precipice of reality.
Below me is a dream.
Depthless and boundless,
And what lies within,
Is you and me.

There is a fury in my heart,
A spiraling ; a moving.
Electric in nature
Yet blissfully soothing.

Without rhyme or reason,
As love and the sweet notions of
Always should be.
This is my declaration..

I will love you until the sky falls.
Until the stars rain down from the heavens.
And the earth shatters and breaks
beneath our feet.

Until every particle of what we began as
Is nothing but dust in the universe.,
Churning and flying on the wings
Of the solar wind.

Even then, the imprint of the energy
Of my passion and love..will remain.
Loving always and endlessly,
My dearest.

Even if i shouldn't
Even when I say I don't
You woke me from my slumber
And your words brought me
Back to life..
 

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Duality


The restless woman,
Savage in her selfishness.
Bound by flesh and blood.
Torn apart by needless wantings,
And wanting needless things.

Twenty-two years
Same as sixteen.
Same as ten.
Perpetual insecurity.
Perpetual immaturity.

She turns on me.
A moments notice,
Is one moment too soon.
Just to get her way,
She turns on me.
Does what she wants,
Inconsequentially.
Whatever,I guess it is all my fault.
Go do your thing,
Doesn't matter to me.

Plays with her silly boys.
Blood is not thicker than water.
My best friend , my sister..
Lost to me for good.
Her narcissism is poison.

She makes me sick.
She tears me down.
Misery loves company.
But she can stay alone.
I don't need her for anything.

She turns on me.
A moments notice,
Is one moment too soon.
Just to get her way,
She turns on me.
Does what she wants,
Inconsequentially.
Whatever,I guess it is all my fault.
Go do your thing,
Doesn't matter to me.

She turns on me.
She turns on me.
She turns on me.
 

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   11/22/07 @671

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Unspoken Words


There are so many words left unspoken,
or spoken with haste.

words without meaning,
or the meaning you wish to attach to them

and when i dream..
i dream of falling stars.

stars falling and crossing..

like the love you could never have
and like the kiss you could never steal

raining down
like the tears from your eyes
like the pieces of your heart

pouring down exquisite pain

lets wish on those tears
like they are shooting stars
and made of magic

lets make a change.
for once ,please..

speak the words unspoken
and make things matter
 

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   07/20/07 @061

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This Tenderness


Immersed in tenderness , I fall away
Into another place another space
Undefined and standing still in time
There are no boundaries for our love
All I have to do is imagine , and I can see it ,
Even with my eyes closed.

I cannot help but to listen to my heart
I can't help but be drawn inexorably forth
You speak to me and throughout me
Inside I tremble , sweetly reeling from the sweetness
We will take care of each other..
If you give it to me , I'll give it you

Just like I imagined , all of my life
What it could be like
How it should be like
How we are like ..
 

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   07/09/07 @461

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The Affective Coma:In Situ


Upon self examination sometimes you find a rift.

Some kind of rip , like a tear,
An inner crack that only you can see
And no one else knows is there.

You know how your were once and also what you have become.

You think its fading.Maybe its dying.
There may still be time left
But you don't know if it's worth
The trouble or trying.

This can be your passion or it can be your faith.
Maybe it's your faith in people or maybe its your faith in love.
Maybe it's your faith in being loved and being able to love back.

Is this just a part of maturity ?
Or is it being jaded?
This is what you wanted all along though
And somehow you created it.

It could be a part of your cycle.
Where it is always calmest before the storm.
The waxing and waning of your emotional state.
But it's so comforting though
And it feels like clarity and self control.

Expect nothing from anyone,
It's just a waste of time.
Hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
Detach yourself and you'll be fine.

That's not how it used to be.
So affected , at one point in time,by everything.
Always hurting and always disappointed ,
But so much more willing to concede.
So full of innocence and naivete.

Do you accept or try to fix this?
Do you rejoice or do you cry ?
Do you care about being careless?
Can you be cold but still alive?

Keep your heart of hearts secret.
Great expectations are hopeless creations.
Ignore the ideal for it is not real.
Forget about luck;stop giving a fuck.

Perhaps this is just reality sinking in and festering with dissatisfaction,then souring with disregard.

This is when her roses wilted and then they tarnished.
But she took a picture and the essence was captured

And hidden away behind a wall of thorns.
 
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  10/05/1982 (25)
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